I actually like this one but others seems to don't
They told me to get rid of it
And it's okay for someone to dislike things you like
But when it follows trough every your choose and decision, when they judge and laugh on each mistake you make it just hurts me from inside
I actually hate myself for being such a helpless and weak person
And I hate everything that surrounds me
Now my eyelids are so heavy
I don't want to love or being loved or anything
I do only want rest from everything
As long as possible